If You Could Hear My Heart

As soon as he came in, he started to frantically tug at his clothes, very uncomfortably.

“Mumu… Mumu…” he called out her name, sounding very pained.

Xu Chaomu’s heart tightened; she remembered that he had said it was their wedding anniversary that day.

She had always thought he was married and had children.

She never expected that, after all these five years, she would learn it had all been lies from Bai Man.

Shen Chi took off his suit and then recklessly pulled off his tie; at that moment, he drew the room’s curtains.

“Damn!” Xu Chaomu, who was watching intently, flicked the mouse away.

With the curtains drawn, the whole room plunged into darkness, leaving nothing on the video visible.

The entire screen was engulfed in blackness!

She could only rely on the sounds to discern what happened afterward.

This hotel’s surveillance video was really advanced; not only was it high-definition, but it also included audio. It’s just that the camera was mounted outside the room, fortunately capturing this room, but the angle was a bit skewed.

Now, good job to Shen Chi for drawing the curtains, making it so that nothing could be seen at all.

She could only hear the not-so-loud noises.

Xu Chaomu turned the volume up to maximum and held her breath.

“Mumu… today is our wedding anniversary… do you know that…”

“How would you know… you’ve always been a heartless little thing…”

“Mumu… you’ve been gone for a full five years…”

“Do you know… how much I’ve missed you…”

Hearing this, Xu Chaomu’s eyes grew moist, and for reasons she couldn’t pinpoint, she felt an unbearable tightness in her chest.

That place in her heart felt as though it were entangled by strands of waterweed, constricting her breath.

Her hand gripping the mouse was clenched tight, tighter…

At some point, he had stripped and climbed into bed, disturbing her there.

“Ah… who… it’s so hot…”

She, too, was drunk as a lord…

With the video shrouded in darkness and the room pitch black, it was no wonder that three months ago, when they had been together, they knew nothing at all.

“Mumu… Mumu…” he stopped talking after that, just repeatedly calling her name.

“Mmm…” she made a sound from the video.

Xu Chaomu blushed, her heart “thumping” wildly, as her mind automatically filled in countless scenarios.

“Mumu… give it to me… I love you…” That was Shen Chi’s voice, heavily drunk but brimming with ambiguity.

“Don’t… go away…”

“Mumu… today is our wedding anniversary… we are husband and wife… give it to me…”

“It’s so hot… don’t… mmm…”

Xu Chaomu covered her burning cheeks, listening to the Not suitable for children dialogue and sounds, imagining scenes that were equally Not suitable for children.

Shen Chi probably kissed her, and now the room was filled with heavy breathing.

For quite a long time, the video was filled with nothing but the sound of their mingling breaths.

“Mmm… don’t… ah…”

Xu Chaomu heard her own voice and her face flushed red with shame; she… she had cried out so loudly, it was mortifying.

And she had no recollection of any of it.

“Mumu, Mumu…”

She didn’t know when, but he had entered her, and she cried out in pain: “It hurts… it hurts… ah…”

The breathing sounds became more suggestive and heavier, the room filled with Not suitable for children noises.

Xu Chaomu’s cheeks turned as red as apples, burning hot. She didn’t even want to acknowledge that it was her in the video…

“It hurts… be gentle… mmm… ah… ah…”

Xu Chaomu covered her face, her heart “pounding”, “pounding”.

Was this woman her? No, she wouldn’t accept it! Absolutely not!

She looked at the time displayed on the video; nearly an hour had passed before those Not suitable for children sounds finally ceased.

Xu Chaomu couldn’t help but wonder; was it his first time? His first time to last so… long…

Uh… Just thinking about this made her face turn so red it was nearly bleeding.

Wrong, why was she even thinking about this?

She read plenty of Little Forbidden Books in her normal life, but theory is one thing, practice is another. Although, she couldn’t remember her first time at all.

But she remembered that Shen Chi’s familiar scent always lingered in her nose.

Over those eight years, how many times she had clung to him, she would always like to nuzzle against his chest, taking in his familiar scent.

Back then, it was good when she rubbed against him.

After rubbing against him for eight years, every part of him was imprinted in her consciousness.

Perhaps it was precisely because that scent was too familiar that, even while drunk, she didn’t reject him in her subconscious.

After a moment of silence in the video, the quiet was just for a moment!

In less than ten minutes, the man was kissing her again, and she heard the sound of a kiss.

And then, she heard the hoarse and sexy voice of the man: “Do you want more?”

Confusedly, she murmured in agreement…

Xu Chaomu was close to smashing the mouse onto the computer, she actually gave a murmur of assent; what on earth was she agreeing to?

With her response, the man became even more presumptuous… In no time at all, Xu Chaomu heard Not suitable for children noises again.

Initially, it was slow, then it accelerated…

“Gentle, gentle… ah… ah… don’t… slow down…”

The room was filled with ambiguous noises that made anyone listening flustered.

Only when he let out a deep growl did the round of blushing and heart-throbbing end.

“Satisfied?” he asked in a husky voice.

Upon hearing that, Xu Chaomu flew into a rage; how shameless could this man be!

And just how drunk had he been that night? In that state, it was almost as if he had been drugged.

But her own response drove her even crazier.

“Mmm…”

She “mmm”-ed again, Xu Chaomu facepalmed; she must have been incredibly drunk.

That night, they entwined numerous times. Sometimes the duration was long, sometimes short.

He constantly called out her name, not knowing that it was indeed her that night.

Later, they both became tired and fell into a deep sleep.

For several hours, the video was silent.

In the middle of the night, when it was still dark, Shen Chi probably felt too unwell from drinking too much; he got out of bed.

Xu Chaomu heard the rustling of clothes being put on, then the sound of a door; did he leave?

No wonder, when she woke up in the morning, Shen Chi was missing…

Xu Chaomu quickly switched to the hotel corridor surveillance.

The lights were on in the corridor, but to save electricity, they were dim.

Shen Chi walked aimlessly along the corridor, leaning against the wall. He clutched his head in agony, as if he wanted to go down for some cold air.

The corridor was quiet, no sound at all, just Shen Chi walking alone.